Bosan, bosan, bosan.

I've been on MC for over 20 days, and come Monday, will be exactly 25 days. Then comes the big decision on whether i should be admitted to HKL (3rd class ward which sucks bigtime).

Kinda sucks that now i have my personal insurance policy, i can't even use is cause it doesn't cover eczema. It's right after i agreed to have it when my eczema chose to break-out like a mad woman on a rampage. Haish. Whatcha gonna do about it kan? Just find ways to get better la. The plans? Initially i was planning to go straight for this practice called Colon Hydrotherapy where you've got to stick a tube up your asshole and have like 10 galons of water flow into your system. You can read more about it here. Quite interesting really, i'd suggest everyone to do it. Especially Malaysians with all the food we intake daily.

However, i had to take everyone's advise and as a courtesy call, take like final medical advise and since i haven't enough $$$ to go to a private and keep up with the follow-up appointments (i think kalau i did, takat skarang ni dah beribu dah), terpaksalah ke specialist dermatology di GH (HKL) and oh my god, the parking there is like suicide. But being admitted (if that's the choice i have to take this Monday) is gonna be the last straw. Bagi berparut pun i dah cukup bahagia.

P.S.: I'm watching Jamie At Home sambil-sambil and he never seizes to make me fall in love with him. Hahaha, Funny how i love to watch all these cooking shows however still not know how to cook. Penyakit Melayu la ni: MALAS.

Well once my skin is at least berparut and i'm all comfortable to leave the house during the day, i'm going to pursue 2 types of therapies (i hope):

1. Colon Hydrotherapy
2. Ozone Therapy - Ozone pulak i think it's some kinda blood cleansing process. You can read more here.

And once i pursue both, i'm planning to be well, ready & prepared for ANYTHING by year-end. So, let's just pray that nothing, NOTHING screws this for me cause 2012 has GOT TO be MY year, 28+ is when my life is gonna start. 28+ is when i'm gonna be awesome. I'm accepting 2011 as it is. At least a few god things have happened for me so far:

1. Meeting Rezza
2. Being promoted (though not loving it)
3. Getting a slight raise (well at least something kan?)

Let's just hope that in the next 6 months there'll be more joy and memories to treasure so i don't look back at 2011 and wish to just want to curse it. Kan?